What are you afraid of? Fear is a powerful, unpleasant feeling of risk or danger, either real or imagined. I've heard that knowledge of what ever you are afraid of will satiate fear. I think that is true to a certain extent, that is until the logical side and heart don't connect on that issue. There are just some things that just don't match up rationally, and that is something that makes me human. I think some people don't admit that they are afraid of anything. And that just doesn't add up, sounds like they're afraid of being fearful. One of the things that lets me know that I'm alive are my feelings, whether it's joy at accomplishment, sadness in loss, or those butterflies in my stomach every once in a while. I know that once I get past that initial feeling of 'fear' it leads to discovery of a decision or action. So I remind myself to follow the path from fear to discovery, let my emotions give me a push to allow my logical self to make a move. Don't just stand there, do something!!! Labels: thoughts

currently living in sac, ca. working for water resources. went to ucd in civil, grew up in turlock, ca. there is a lot to say about me, i am constantly redefining myself everyday. i think the things i do define who i am on a certain level. although the more i communicate and interact with others the more i find out about myself. i can be completely happy without interaction with people though. when i run, when i bike, i am completely in my own thoughts, sometimes i just pay attention to my surroundings, other times, my mind is going a million miles a minute. sometimes i have such a big picture perspective, other times i will really focus on something specific. i'll keep living, learning, experiencing...